Anyone up? I’m out of my mind right now and I just want to break

[Dodgyshoulder]

I posted a previous thread on here. Long story short I have found out my cousin has been sleeping with my son’s dad and boyfriend behind my back. I have ended things with him and kicked him out. I have blocked her. I’m just so devastated by the betrayal. We were so close, we would speak on the phone everyday. He was my best friend, or so I thought. I can’t believe this. I just want to lock myself away from everyone and throw away my phone. I can’t believe this

What a complete bitch! That's rubbish. Sending hugs.

Absolutely understandable you feel so distraught. Would have been bad enough if he cheated with a stranger- cousin betrayle definately rotten double blow.
Finish with him,block booth everything is definately required-s well done for doing that already.
Its expected you gonna feel extreme emotins right now-d yu have anyone in real life support you?

She is sick. Pity her. She's clearly doing it for attention. She sounds very pathetic but I also pity her.

Sorry you're dealing with this .

@user263758918 I don't agree with that, I think she wanted the thrill over loyalty.

He's s shit as well.

Thanks for replies. I have blocked them both and will sort out child arrangements through his mum for the time being. I did go batshit on both of them though. I feel so betrayed. I have made sure all the family knows. They are supportive but it’s just so hard. I want to to change my number and run away. I’ve been throwing up from the disgust of it all.