Thank you so much for thinking of me, it means the world ❤️
I haven't replied sooner as I didn't really know where to start... So I'm just going to bash this out as it comes...
Firstly zero sleep Sunday night before news, literally zero. I gave up and started drinking coffee at 3am, just so that I was a wired aching mess 😂😭
So... Hospital, called in my a Dr who wasn't my consultant or whatever. My Mum came in with me.
I sat on a chair, with Dr and computer to right of me, no other chair so Mum sat on the 'bed' behind GP but facing me and screen.
He introduced himself, I didn't catch his name or 'rank' at all... Then it all got strange! (I've discussed it for first time with Mum this morning, so that I'm clear on how it went)
Dr - can I see your elbow please?...
Okay...
Dr - and the other one, now your back, and now your tummy... Knees?
I just said they're fine...
Dr - This knee
Fine
Dr - that knee
Fine
Mums looking at me gone out and I'm looking back equally confused. Mum said maybe things appear on these locations too. I dunno 🤷
Dr said something about my original Dr being along soon. I said, well - can you let me know the results then please?
He said, yes, I already told you it was just either eczema or psoriasis.
Dumbfounded.
For those that saw the original post... Flat brown / dark markings on little toe. No itching, no raised patches, no scabbing, no flaking.
My son has had to take cancer drugs for the most horrific psoriasis, so I am well aware of what it is. I have never had either, neither have I ever had eczema.
Anyway, he left the room - leaving computer open to say 2019 deliberate overdose of Naproxen and Paracetamol. In the mean time, Mum had got off the bed to look at the computer screen thinking it was the results.
So that was a massive fuck up on his part! Luckily Mum knew so it wasn't a shock to her 71 year old heart with problems!
In the mean time, we were gobsmacked at the diagnoses. I scrolled through phone for all pics including gp pics and hospital pics.
My gp/surgeon comes in - with original Dr and another Dr.
He says hello, how are you feeling, I showed him the photo and said no way is that psoriasis or eczema.
He showed the photo to the 2 others, almost saying see? Well, he was saying see? Actually.
Tests took so long to come back as he doesn't agree with the result.
He asked them to rest again - same result.
He doesn't agree.
Asked if tests were mixed up... He didn't answer that one.
He looked at my toe to see if there was any more he could biopsy, but he said sadly I've taken it all! I'm going to have to see you in 6 months. He did say if it comes back, we will have to take the toe (for the person who was laughing at me being dramatic)
So... No real results other than no cancer, because eczema and psoriasis aren't cancerous by default 🙄😭.
I just hope there isn't someone out there with an itchy eczema patch who has their toe lopped off! I laugh, but it's not funny.
If you've read all of this then well done and thank you.
Please don't reply with basal or squamous theories, because it wasn't and never will be that.
I'm actually having a keratosis Bcc (all fine) removed on 29th, so hopefully will catch up with my own surgeon then.
And breathe 🤣😭