He's not my type, downright unsuitable really, and I'm perfectly happy single, really can't be bothered with all this again, plan to live out my middleaged life with my friends (of which he is one) and my hobbies...
But we've been away for the weekend with a group of friends. It could/should have been a disaster, lots of things went wrong, there could have been bad feeling and short tempers, but he was so sweet natured, kind, calm, subtly funny, quietly clever.
Looking back at some photos and videos I am actually crying with laughter, and despite not really being an attractive man, he has this little smile and twinkly eyes....I'm doomed 🤣