I know that's there will be lots of woman going through a DV situation at the moment who are on this app. I felt the urge to come on here today and to let you know, everything will be okay when you one day decide to leave.
I am one of many people who 4 months ago was knee deep in a spiralling DV relationship where I truly thought I was going to get killed at some point either by him or by me.
I found it in me and bided my time and left.
I just want you to know, you're not alone!
It's so scary being where you are currently and I hope you know the power of prayer. When you go to bed tonight pray to god and ask him one way or another to help rid this beast out of your life. God works in mysterious ways. He loves you.
You have the option to contact your local domestic abuse service and note EVERYTHING she/he has done down (keeping abusers name anonymous) for the "just in case" thoughts.
You deserve so much. Don't let someone beat you. There is light at the end of the tunnel.
Today may not be your day to leave but one day it will be. Keep fighting you are strong no matter what your thoughts and abuser tell you. If you do leave always make an exit strategy when they are home.
You are strong
You are resilient
You are loving
You are loved
Better days are coming
Be kind to yourself. One day at a time until you can eventually leave.
Please remember, clear your phone history, never doubt how strong you are and always remember IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT.
YOU are loved ❤️.