I need to change my life . It's now time for the good to out weigh the bad. The bad/negative has gone on way to long. I deserve to be happy . I have spent far to many years putting others first . To the extent it has effected me mentally and emotionally. I have neglected my owm needs for others for many years .
So the plans are . To do more with my 3 youngest. It might be basic things like the cinema, bowling trip to the park. Tomorrow we have planned the beach. Even basic things at home.
I'm Going to get my house better organised. Have a better routine. It's going to feel positive it's going to be a happy place