I am lots better at math and science, and even art, than I am at being neat.
I don't have a dirty, messy place, but I do have clutter on my tables. I live in a small apartment, so it's hard to find enough space at times. I also like to write books, stories and poetry, so I have lots of paper around.
This all seems to make other women despise me a lot. I was told by my oldest friend that she didn't mind my messiness, but other people would. That was even though I thought that I'd cleaned like crazy before her rare visits to me. I was dropped by her, but try to feel relieved, because she bragged a lot about her money, trips abroad, and her perfect house.
She was not the only one despising me, though.
Should I try harder to be neat? I find math and all of the other things easy. But cleaning like those people do is beyond me. I seem to get confused, and never know where to start, and so on, whenever I try to make my place a showpiece like theirs. I can do math in my head, but not cleaning!