Why the fuck is it so fucking painful 

and so hard to get help with?!
I'm just having a rant as it feels like someone has had my ovary in a vice for the past week, now I've got cramps and back pain to add to it
Taken 60mg dihydrocodeine and mefanamic acid and exactly the same pain level
Waiting for endo surgery but I have to wait for MRI results, another consult, MDT meeting, 3 months of medical menopause... I just want to say to them take my fucking ovaries and womb out before I do it 
So I have to go however long (6 months, a year) with uncontrollable pain 