Brandnewskytohangyourstarsupon ·
18/06/2024 19:47
Quite frankly.
Trying to work my grown up serious job today with the following going on:
Horrendous period pains despite buscopan and paracetamol
Horrendous flooding, I could feel it pumping out of me every 20 minutes or so.
Frantically worrying that I have bled through my clothes onto the chair.
Having to go to the toilet frequently, change my pad and clearing fistfuls of blood and huge clots with loo roll into a public toilet.
Feeling dizzy.
All while trying to converse and talk work with Co workers.
Not had a period for 3 months, felt sure I was entering menopause.
Night sweats, insomnia and anxiety ramped up.
Nurse won’t let me have HRT back as my blood pressure is raised… because of the exhaustion, insomnia, anxiety and pain probably.
Im so so sick of it.
No one seems to get it. I’m fucking suffering and miserable.
I am going to make a GP appointment but I doubt very much that I will get anywhere with them either.
Anyone get where I’m coming from?