Big birthday feeling blue

[Pippippip2024]

I have a big birthday coming up next week. People have been commenting on it for ages. I’ve said repeatedly that I don’t want to do anything, don’t feel good about it. I wish they would listen. I feel like running away for the week.

Probably sounds really ungrateful. Just feel like disappearing

Oh bless you. Who is it that's asking you to do things? Is there anything that's quiet and relaxing you could do? A spa day or going for a lovely long walk and pub lunch for example?