I feel lonely and despairing sometimes

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I have no family and only one real life friend.
How can I stop feeling like this and questioning the point of my existence?

I couldn’t just read your post and pass on by OP.

I’m sorry you feel like this. I think you just have to build on what you have. Cherish the friendship but also try and be with other people. Volunteering can be really good for this. If you feel you are helping others it’s easier to feel some point to your existence. And doing activities with others is often good for making friends.

If your mood is persistent I would go and see your GP, because depression can make you feel like this and it is treatable.

Be good to yourself x