(I thought posting here would be better for traffic).
I don't know if this is my first outbreak or not. I feel like utter shit. Noticed a couple of bumps on my bottom (itchy and a bit tingly) then they turned white and then red, then with a little fluid. I don't know how/when I contracted them and can't stop crying thinking my life is over and i'm dirty.
I had unprotected sex with someone 6 weeks ago. Very stupid as I know he openly admitted to sleeping with a tonne of prostitutes and a lot of girls when younger . He said he was clean and he had always had protected sex in the last decade. I was in a bit of a bad place after being raped by someone a few months prior, so properly wasn't really thinking straight.
My outbreak is very mild I would say though. I've been reading about the very bad outbreaks from people on here and mine is nothing like that. A bit sore to touch, but nothing else. I know my immune system was massively compromised last week as I had an injury which has massively set me back to the point where I haven't even been able to do much.
Can someone please reassure me?! Any advice? Could the fact this outbreak be a recurring one as it's quite mild? - Two small bumps which I've picked at and now a feel like flat blisters. I have noticed in the past one or two very small looking cold sores on my foo foo but they've always disappeared quickly and I didn't know if it was an ingrowing hair or not.