You know when you hear of something that somebody is doing with their life which is quite a big deal i.e running their own successful business, moving abroad, traveling…. something for THEM, something that doesn’t necessarily have to make them money but whatever it is they are doing it’s their dream/goal/ passion that they are fulfilling.
Well, I’ve realised today that I don’t seem to have a big dream/goal/passion. Not even a little one. Not even a fucking hobby. I just have nothing to really work towards. I’m desperate to find it though! I wish that whatever it is that I might so desperately want in the future, would come to me sooner. I don’t care if it seems a tad far fetched, I just want that goal to exist.
Does anybody else feel as though they aren’t working towards anything? Like every day is the same and will be like that forever.
Sorry to sound depressing but it’s taken me nearly 30 years to figure out why I get so so down whenever I hear someone full-filling their dream. It’s not that i’m jealous that they have full-filled it, it’s the mere fact that they had a dream/goal in the first place!