Do you know what, may I add I was reading all the news comments on facebook about this and I literally went to bed with tears in my eyes, we are in 2024 and the ignorance I was reading towards this illness was like something from an era back in the day, it is scary how uneducated people still are about this illness.
As I have mentioned above my Dad has got this illness and he did not take drugs, I kind of wish he had so at least it would have been his own fault he got this but he isn't wild killing people, he has been holed up at home for 30 odd years trembling and pacing up and down from the strong medication, sits there with no expression or emotion, barely speaks and that's his life, he lost everything and had a brand new family, wife, babies and suddenly got this illness. I am not wrongly sticking up for the man who did this , his actions were heartbreaking but he had zero help or idea of what he was doing, imagine having no control over your thoughts. Thinking everyone is plotting to kill you, hearing voices, seeing walls set on fire, feeling so scared seeing unreal images of people in your room with scary horror film like faces but to them it is real and then thinking people are trying to poison you with medication, everything is warped. I sound like I am only thinking of the mans side and not the victims, if I was the victims family I would not care what sad story the guy had got, I wouldn't care if they had been abused as a child, beaten, raped, I would literally have no sympathy because they have done a heartbreaking and personal thing to me but for people it has not personally affected yes you can feel compassion but you should be able to detach and have knowledge and not show such lack of ignorance on a situation that if you knew about the illness was not made by choice and it is scary the amount of people who can freely say beat him etc what a society we live in and a society and system that fails people with poor mental health.
I also know someone whos brother had the illness and whilst in hospital she said she can remember a single tear roll down his face from having this illness and being scared to hurt people (before the ignorant say so he knew what he could and couldn't do, schizoprenics can have normal moments) so much so that he hung himself from a pier so he wasn't a danger to others. I would not wish this curse on anyone and when I found out what my dad had I cried for 2 years straight, I grieved so hard and then when he dies I will grieve again for the shit life he had and then just death.
Please if you don't know about this illness, ai can't even say the word then go read up on it, go watch youtube videos of what it sounds like in their head, their plea is not an excuse to get away with it.