Why am I such misery?

[ReadyForSeason]

Everything is fine factually, even great. But as much as I acknowledge my good life, I just feel flat. May be mildly annoyed about everything. WTF and how do I get the joy back?

I feel like this when I'm needing an antidepressant prescription....
I go back and forth needing them/not needing them. I'm a very up/down person

What age are you? Could be peri menopause/menopause?