Feeling stuck and tired

[Shithole101]

I need to give my butt a kick again. Yesterday I literally sat on my butt all day . All I done was search for stuff for the kids bedroom and im still totally stuck and it's pissing me off. I know that they would love gaming type decore . But I don't let them have a console here. So I'm thinking if I do them a gaming room it might be rubbing their face in it a bit. ?

My living room is a mess but looks/feels worse than it is. I need to take all the clean clothes of the Aires and banisters. Its been like that for 4 days. I need to do more clothes washing and hang all that to dry. I need to sort kitchen and fridge /freezer

I need to sort Xmas presents into people piles to make sure thry have roughly same amount of stuff.

I also got to baby sit GS I really can't be arsed with lt at all and I don't want to listen to adult dd either I can hear her now and she's not even here yet 😭

Yes I know I'm posting the same old shit. That is my life same old shit day in day out

What is adult dd saying that you don't want to hear?

start small. Just get up and pick the clothes off the airers, put in a heap in front of you and sit back down. Then you can fold.

It's hard to explain. She literally agues with her 5 year old like they are both teenagers. She's got a personality disorder I don't know if its linked or not.

Yeah I know what to do its just pissing me off

Or just sit on your sofa and know that there's many many more days to get shit done and give yourself a break because you've been through a lot

I will get myself in a mess if I do that. Plus I would probably make myself feel worse. And end up how I was a few weeks back I will get some stuff done its more likely going to be an evening thing though.