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Need to vent

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cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 01:45

I've been 'triggered' I guess by TV. I was raped. I begged him not to take my vaginity. He didn't care he just did it. I beggged him not to.

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cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 01:46

This was a very long time ago.

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Tilllly · 09/12/2023 01:47

I'm so very sorry this happened to you

Have you had any support? It doesn't matter how long ago it was

Tilllly · 09/12/2023 01:48

0808 500 2222
Rape crisis is available 24/7

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cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 01:48

No, I'm fine. I haven't thought of it for so long but just sad thinking of it.

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Tilllly · 09/12/2023 01:50

What do you need right now?

Original poster
cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 01:51

Just someone to listen?

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Tilllly · 09/12/2023 01:51

I'm here

Original poster
cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 01:53

Thank you. I've been lucky that I've had lovely men in my life.

But I will always remember that. I begged him not to. I said 'can I just suck tour dick?'

Omg awful

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Tilllly · 09/12/2023 01:55

Not your fault

Original poster
cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 01:56

Also abused by an older man. Fuck off!!

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cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 01:58

I'm fine now but when I think of what happened to me.

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Tilllly · 09/12/2023 01:58

Abusers seem to spot victims, don't they?

Did you get any help?

Tilllly · 09/12/2023 01:59

You've been strong and survived what these horrible, weak men did.
But perhaps some professional help would be of help to you?

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cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 01:59

We were just kids. I'm ok but some of my old friends, they are fucked up.

Arr I don't know it's fine just upsetting.

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cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 02:02

I'll just put it to the back of my mind. I have a family now.

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Tilllly · 09/12/2023 02:03

It's not MN appropriate but I'm sending you a big hug! And I'll keep you in my prayers

I hope you manage to get some sleep

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cleaninglady123 · 09/12/2023 02:05

Thank you xx

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Tilllly · 09/12/2023 02:06

Take care

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