How’s everyone doing? I’m feeling a bit sorry for myself. Started anti depressants a week ago which are messing with my head & I’ve had a few unpleasant side effects but need to give them time. DD14 & I ended up shouting at each other earlier ( she has a lot of issues & can be very volatile). Sometimes I think she just picks a fight out of nowhere, although she had said just before that she was bored. I really bit, even whilst aware that she was doing it deliberately & I should never have reacted. DH ended up taking her out on his own - we were going to look for a double bed for her at Dunelm. I stayed home & licked my wounds! They’re not back yet. I’m trying to chill but some spuds are calling to me to peel them. Having bangers, double cream mash, petitpois & cauliflower cheese for tea. DD might have just bangers & mash. All she’s eaten today is custard & cereal ( not together!) Been thrashing out loads of dates & trying to book some holiday as I discovered I still have over a week to take before the end of Feb. Feeling v guilty as I fell asleep this aft & completely forgot that I was supposed to be looking after DM whilst DF played golf. When I phoned he had gone & luckily she was fine.
Seeing a friend for a pub lunch tomorrow. I was going by train to see her but it’s a strike day & I’d rather not drive as my car is playing up so she’s coming over here. Service booked soon. Working Sunday. Nice easy tea of herby chicken breasts in foil, Lidl bacon & onion sauté potatoes & petitpois. Lots of tv to catch up on at some point including several episodes of Doctors which is one of my guilty pleasures! Very chuffed that DD queued on Ticketmaster this morning & secured 2 Take That tickets! Saw them in 2019 & they were brilliant!