Hi guys,
Not sure why I’m posting on here as I know no one can help me but I guess I need to vent. Today I started miscarrying, my 5th miscarriage. I’m 7.5 weeks. I had a bad feeling about this from the start, just a gut feeling it would all go wrong. To make matters worse I also found out this morning that I’m losing my job. I’m on a contract so there was always a chance this could happen but to happen at the same time just feels too much. I haven’t told anyone I’m pregnant, not even my husband, as he feels very stressed at the moment and isn’t good at handling a lot of different things at the same time. I thought I would tell him once I get to the 8.5 week when it starts to feel a bit safer for me. I just feel so so so alone. I’m meant to be taking my children out for the day and I can’t stop crying or find the strength to plaster on a smile and go out. I can’t believe I’m having another miscarriage, I feel sick with disbelief that it’s yet another baby I don’t get to keep.