Things I haven’t said out loud this week

[YorkieTheRabbit]

1 - No, we haven’t asked you to come over for a meal in ages, no, I don’t care how many hints you drop, it’s falling on deaf ears.
I don’t expect you to help prepare or cook when you’re here BUT I do expect you to supervise your kids, not plonk down on the sofa and completely ignore them. Accidents may happen but if you actually looked after them instead of scrolling through your phones, we wouldn’t have had a house plant tipped over the carpet, used toilet roll and wee on the toilet floor, orange juice poured in the dogs bowl plus numerous others. Oh and by the way, we’ve never been invited over to your house in the eight years you’ve lived there!

2 - Im sorry your daughter would rather spend time with her gran but for god’s sake be honest, you spent the first ten years of her life bouncing from one disastrous relationship to another because you were desperate for a bloke. You put them in front of her needs. Her gran might not be perfect but at least she was there for her.

I'd love to move away from here

I don't know how much more I can take. I just want to vanish.

It’s weird waking up (from about 2hrs sleeping in a chair) on a day you had planned not to be alive for.

I can't find my old self. I don't know where she is or if she still exists. I feel sad and middle aged and useless and embarrassed.

Fml ask for my help and then tell me to go fuck myself won't result in a good reception in future.

Be a parent and take your son to the doctor ffs

I got a promotion¡!!!!!!!

It’s still a drawer. Not a draw.

We will never recover from this. You fucking idiot.

How did I know you’d choose a cheap colour. No taste. No class

I know you're upset with me and you disapprove of me. You think I don't deserve my disability to be catered for because you think I'm just fat and lazy. It's not that simple. I'm in pain and tired. I lose my balance and my body won't work like it should. And as for fat, I've vary of disordered eating most of my life. It's a battle . And shame is a big trigger. So yeah I disappoint you and I don't seem worthy of respect, but I'm hanging on in there. I'm trying. I really am.

💐

I know that feeling of wanting to vanish well. Please, if you can, reach out to someone. You're not alone. I hear ya.

Well said and I really hope it’s the same Ian because he really is a cunt.

I’m sick to death of sodding Wimbledon - I’d like to watch something else, or TBH just turn the sodding TV off and have P and Q to read my book, but I’m nobly not saying any of this because you’re not a bad old bugger really, and I know how much you enjoy it.

I would stay because of the way your arms feel sliding around my waist.

Thank you 🙏 I am not suicidal just having a really tough time from all angles and every time I turn around there's another pile of shit to land on my head, awful decisions to make or just problems.
I'm exhausted with it all and just want to be not here having to deal with it all.

And..... Kinda proves my point with that name change fail there 🤦

1. You are a professional and this is a paid role. Kindly just do your work.
2. You didn’t send me a birthday card either. In fact, you haven’t sent one in over a decade. Get over it. I have.
3. No thanks, I will have a coffee later - I really don’t like your chipped, dirty mugs.

Sick of wedding talk after 1 week and sick of DH tatty ex trying to take the piss. FUCK OFF

You're all pretty selfish and haven't considered us in all this at all.

Your partner is a saint and you treat her badly. I would not stick around for your inattentive phone addiction, eye-rolling and half-assed bare minimum for a tenth of the time she has (being another woman does not stop you from being a crappy partner)

No I don't want any breakfast because you have sucked all of the joy out of it by trying to make it 'posh' JUST GIVE ME SOME CRISPY BACON ON NORMAL WHITE BREAD AND FUCK OFF

STOP asking me stupid questions. All the time. Everyone at home and Everyone at work. Do your own fucking thinking instead of asking me.

How could you treat your own daughter this way? I will treat her as my own and go all mama bear on you if this continues and believe me, you have seen NOTHING.

Oh and stop suggesting venues they cannot afford. It is unfair and unrealistic, unless you are putting your hand in your pocket (we know you're not) then they are 4k short for your perfect day.

Tenant, pay your fucking rent on time, you made an agreement, stick to it.

No point paying twice in one month and then non the next - it doesn't work like that!

You are a complete and utter piss taker... it'll soon be time to issue S21

Great. So I did "the right thing". Completely fucked myself and several others in the process. If I had let it slide, it would have blown over in a day or two. But now it's going to make things harder and miserable for a long time.

If it's morally right, why does it feel so awful?

Starting to think you might be a bit of a dick, actually.