yes yes, smokers ew etc.
moving on.
I want a ciggy then bed. DH is having a deep and meaningful conversation with BIL on the phone outside. It has involved a whole range of emotions from what I can tell. They were discussing what to do about MIL, but has evolved, also touching on FIL death. They rarely talk, so this is unusual circumstances.
I don't feel I can interrupt.
Balls.