Sorry to be such a downer.
Have been working hard and REALLY needed a bit of a break over Christmas. Had a bit of time booked off. Over the festive period myself, DH and 2 toddler DC have all been ill spreading between us at different times, DH had been called into work also multiple times when I was at my worst. Christmas was at the in laws which is always a bit of a flop. We haven't seen any of our friends due to being ill (not covid by the way) and NYE plans cancelled also. It's just been survival mode with the tv on too much and I just feel really sad. Thanks for listening to me vent.