Of being in pain and of fucking acid reflux.
I have EDS, psoriatic and rheumatoid arthritis and fibro.
It's fucking shit. I'm so sick of being awake at stupid o clock in the morning.
I can't prop myself up on pillows to sleep as the arthritis in my back plays up but I can't lie down because I get severe acid reflux due to EDS and every time I lie down it travels up my oesophagus.
To make matters worse, one of the cats is storing happily curled up at the bottom of my bed. Show off. Even the bloody mouse has gone to sleep and he's nocturnal (yes I have a pet mouse)
I'm so tired too and I just can't sleep 