Anyone need to get something off of their chest?

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I just want to say, but obviously can't

Fuck you and your stupid fucking job. You self self arsehole.

Thanks! I just needed to get it out

Mum, fuck off. I can remember every thinly veiled spiteful thing you said to me as a teenager, comments about the way I look or that I'm selfish etc, mean words that have stuck with me forever. Now you have said spiteful, stupid things to my girls. I'm fed up of you playing the poor me card and blaming everything that happens in your life on other people (including your 5 failed marriages) , THE COMMON DENOMINATOR IS YOU!!!!!! I HATE it when you're drunk, which is often, and it makes my skin crawl when you try to hold my hand or hug me. Everything I've done in life, I've done the opposite of what I think you would have done. I'm super proud of my girls and my lovely DH no matter what you think. I'm not interested in a relationship with you and I won't be looking after you when you're old.

⬆️⬆️ So stop sending me messages I don't want to talk to you!

I really wish I'd listened to your mum, dad, brother and sisters in law when they all separately warned me what a narcissistic twat you are. Fuck you, you have nothing to offer me, you fat, sweaty, limp dicked bellend. I hate you. Buy yourself a toothbrush, we can smell your breath across an empty room 🤮

@TonyThreePies

After years of research and doing online tests I've contacted my GP to find out how if I can get tested for autism. But I'm too scared to follow it up in case I'm not.

Do it! I was diagnosed at 51 and the sense of relief was amazing.

@Tensmum29

I'm exhausted. I hate being neurodiverse and I feel so stressed at trying to be as normal as possible. I know you have own issues and you are supportive in your actions. I just wish you understood how hard this is for me.

And you lot can fuck off to the far side of fuck off. You are supposed to be a helpful service but you've done nothing but cause me stress.

Speaking from experience, don't try and be normal. It'll just cause you sadness. Be you and fuck 'em.

Dh, I'm so sorry. To have cremated two of our babies in 13 months is unimaginable, and yet here we are. I'm so sorry I couldn't grow them properly. We are so fortunate to have our healthy boy, but I'm sorry it will be another Christmas under the shadow of grief.

I can't believe I was mentally planning a "surprise I'm pregnant" gender reveal for Christmas day. How naive.

You are putting your kids at risk you have been doing it for ages blame me all you want for whoever reported you has clearly had enough of your bruises your tired kids because he kept everyone awake yelling at you your cannabis use has nothing to do with it your cocaine use just might have tipped them over the edge

No i don't believe you when you say he is leaving its been over two years you moved house together in that time

You are damaging your kids fucking face up to it

2021 - go fuck yourself!

@HeyFloof

Dh, I'm so sorry. To have cremated two of our babies in 13 months is unimaginable, and yet here we are. I'm so sorry I couldn't grow them properly. We are so fortunate to have our healthy boy, but I'm sorry it will be another Christmas under the shadow of grief.

I can't believe I was mentally planning a "surprise I'm pregnant" gender reveal for Christmas day. How naive.

Dear New Colleague,

Fuck right off with your "invite" (aka a flyer) to go to your commercial "church". I'm not being inducted into a cult, and besides, Im probably beyond redemption.

Fuck off also to all the posters on the Strictly thread who on one hand act all scandalised by the affairs on the show...whilst also being convinced that Dan is sending them secret messages via his eyes, via the camera, straight into their TV to let them know he wants to have an affair with Nadiya. Shut the eff up.

I'm in!!

You're a selfish twat!! You'll never change and what you did on the weekend was selfish and irresponsible but after today if kids catch Covid I hope you never forgive yourself

We are both sick. Your sickness does not trump mine.

You had a day off today. I had to work. I had to wake you at 9am so I could work.

You dosed on couch while letting the toddler watch TV all day.

I went to bed at 9pm to try and get a decent night's sleep. You came in at 10.15pm. Pottering. Decide to read and make noise with your stupid noisy boom. Get a kindle ffs. Then you had a good rummage in the bedside drawers for your nail clippers.

I've removed myself to the couch to prevent stabbing you. I'm so wound up I cannot sleep.

To my brothers and sister. Our mum died in October, I still haven't got the money through from her bank RBS, they've been a nightmare. I'm doing the executor stuff on my own because the eldest brother comes under the chocolate fire guard category.

Huge rush to get her property on the market by youngest brother which has caused me to have to start the probate stuff immediately.

@threebeforetwo

No, it’s not “a relief” that future pregnancies are likely to be okay. That’s not really what I’m thinking about on the day that I had to give birth to my dead baby.

I'm so very sorry for your loss.

Self harming daughter - can't you see what you are doing to us? You are destroying our family, nobody sleeps, your sister is beside herself. Cutting yourself because I asked you to tidy your room? Fuck off. Life is hard and you have it easy. Shove your power game.

I'm just so bored with the grind of being a parent.
I'm tired of putting out fires, thinking for others, spending so much time just waiting for everyone.

oh and the having to fucking repeat myself a billion times!
I swear at this point a well-trained parrot could do 90% of "parenting" that just consists of reminding people what to do.

I'm so over this. I don't want to cook and do school runs and listen to petty squabbles and whining. I just don't want to do this anymore.
I just want to hide in a hole and let everyone sort themselves.
And it makes me so sad and feel alone that I feel this way but can't tell anyone.
I'm a shit mother, aren't I.

@MuchTooTired

I’m scared. I’m really fucking scared and I know it’s terminal but what nobody knows is how long you have, how long you’ll be alright for, and how long until the decline comes, and how long that lasts for. The internet says a few years, but that’s too fucking vague for me and I want to know specifics but nobody can give me the answer. I don’t want to waste the time we’ve got left doing boring shit, but life continues it seems even though yours has less time than we realised before. I am absolutely fucking terrified about the future for you, and how the fuck I’ll cope after you’ve gone. I don’t know a life without you.

I can’t breathe a word about this to you, because I don’t want to make your illness about me and my feelings - things are shit enough without my making you feel bad about how scared I am. So, I’ll keep on being dead cheery and forgetting it exists and hope for the best. I’ll be with you all the way, and it’ll be alright one way or another.

@MuchTooTired I hear you. Hugs x

My parents are old and sick and frail. They dont want to do anything because everything is too painful now, or too much effort. They get no pleasure from anything any more. It breaks my heart to think about them.

Use your indoor voice please dh, I’m tired of you shouting over the rest of us.

To the builders that have dominated my home and happiness for the last 7 months.
Screw you. Screw fucking you. You incompetent twats. I hate you all and hope you burn in hell.

Oh yes.

To my husband - I know you’re probably autistic as I am but that doesn’t excuse you from seeking to make money and contribute financially to our family life. Why tf did you tell your boss you “weren’t interested” in a promotion today? Why would you even do that, when I’m working so hard to push my career up to the point where I can afford to get all the work done on the house and we can move, plus running a business to get extra cash in, while you chug along on entry level band minimum? I already know I’ll have to support you when we retire since you’ve only had a pension for a couple of years. You are being a grade A dick and right now I’m so angry I can hardly look at you.

I really hope that the way you've carried on this week sees you finally face real consequence.

You are lazy and pisstaking to an obscene degree. I don't know how you live with yourself sometimes. You are a joke. You are like a sloth that has acquired the powers of speech. Please leave my life.

No, @ZingDramaQueenOfSheeba
You are NOT! Truth be told, I imagine must of us feel this way sometimes...so you are completely normal in your feelings...and it's okay to feel that way! ❤

To the father of my DD you don't deserve her. You're a shit dad a shit boyfriend and your probably a shit husband now
I hope she never sees you again. This perfect little girl loves you but you're no where to be seen. No contact at all.
I hope you die from all the shit you take from your scumbag mates or go back inside for a long long time.
To my dad. You're ruining my mums life and I hate you for it
To the woman in work who bullies everyone. Just fuck off no one likes you you absolute fucking twat.

To my ex friend. You changed me with what you did. I'll never be the same and I can't ever forgive for it