What is wrong with me, if anything?

[WheatlandTerrier]

This is going to sound odd. Isolating so lots of time to think. I never really know how I feel about things or whether my reactions are normal. Like I can never make a decision I'm happy with. I ruminate over things for years. Like when I'm with someone I have no idea if I actual like them. I've probably not explained it well

Anyone?

I don't think there's anything wrong with you.

Are you a people pleaser generally?

Probably. I can just never let things go though. Like I'll have a sudden thought of something that happened forever go and then obbsess about it for weeks.

Anxiety. It's shit.

Definitely sounds like anxiety. It's so hard

I'm on antidepressants but all of a sudden this has kicked off. I think it's a mixture of covid and a new relationship! I'm better when I'm busy. What do others do for anxiety?

Have a look at ADHD in women and girls. The 'Hyperactive' part of ADHD doesn't have to be a physical hyperactivity.

In my daughter (and many other girls), it manifests as over thinking the same issue, which then causes anxiety.

I'll look into it thanks. I just never know what I'm thinking or doing.

I always just wonder if there's better. It's like I can't live in thr present