I am so bloody sick (pun intended) of feeling this way.
I know there are a few of us out there sk thought maybe we could have a thread for support / handholds / advice etc.
Currently watching DC3 like a hawk as there is a sickness bug going around nursery. I've muted the group chat as I cannot stand to hear of another child going down with it.
Honestly, it's exhausting to live this way.