Have you ever seen or heard yourself and just wanted to die at the awfulness of your behaviour?
DP shot a video of us on a ride at the fair. I didn't know he was filming. I was, I thought, chatting away about the history of that type of ride and sharing a couple of historical facts (even typing that sounds awful).
I watched it and realised what an absolute pompous and condescending ass I sound. Like I'm giving a lecture. Don't know how he listened to it without commenting. I should have just been enjoying the ride, not banging on about obscure crap.
Have you ever heard or seen yourself on film and found the reality very different from how you imagined?