Today is the deadline - application written but I can’t decide if I should press send! I THINK I want the job - but it would be a big leap from where I am. I can’t quite imagine myself actually doing it and im wondering if I’d actually just panic in the unlikely event that I got it! But it would be a great opportunity and on paper I’m suited to it. It would mean swapping my fairly easy, stress free but rather insecure job for the opposite. I just can’t decide!