I am off to buy a dress for our wedding, we know my partner is not expected to survive the year so we are making the most of what time we have together and getting married. He was always a man who said he wasn't bothered about a wedding and nor was I then he got diagnosed with terminal cancer and now a wedding is one of the most important things to him so we are doing it while he is still well enough to enjoy it. I am excited but sad at the same time.