Does anyone feel like they fuck everything up?

[NutellaEllaElla]

I'm having a phase of this at the moment. Most people looking at my life from the outside would say that's ridiculous but still the feeling persists.

Yep

Yes, usually when I've made a huge effort to do something well, I fuck it up. It's like climbing a mountain, almost getting to the summit, then rolling all the way to the bottom again.

Life does feel a bit sisyphean all the time at times doesn't it.