This thread has been cathartic, I am so pissed off with everything right now!
I’m an arsehole, I admit it. I cannot keep a civil tongue in my head, everyone is avoiding me and I need a slap.
If I may just list my whinges then I’ll feel better.
I am peri menopausal. I can’t take HRT because even after a hysterectomy I have deep infiltrating endometriosis wrapped around my bowel and oestrogen is like Kryptonite. The black mist of rage is getting me.
DD is failing college badly. I don’t know what to do with her and there seems to be no help available anywhere. Every word that comes out of her mouth is a lie. I spend all day chasing her to get things done and it’s all for nothing. She’s throwing everything away.
DH is fucking useless. He has zero concept of mental load and is a total passenger. We have had serious words, let’s see how long it lasts this time.
I did a 50 minute HIIT class tonight. I worked extra hard to get rid of some rage and not only was the instructor so OTT it was like working out with Timmy fucking Mallet, it was EMOM which I hate, she kept calling me out for my high heart rate and telling me to do the easy option. No.
I badly want my Mum and she’s 300 miles away.
It’s Wednesday and I’m on the gin and intend to stay there.