I feel like my life is falling apart

[Mylittlesandwich]

I just feel like everything is falling apart. Bills are going unpaid and I've had to get advice from a debt charity. I rarely see DS because of how much I'm having to work. Me and DH are so stressed about everything that we're falling out with each other. I just don't see an end to it. I had a dream last night that we were all vaccinated and life was back to normal and it was lovely but that feels an awful long way off. I just don't know how much longer I can keep going.

Well that's a good step you have made re. The debt charity.
What type of jobs are you working? Is there scope to change?
I do some online work occasionally just as hoc but if you did that at least you'd be at home. How old is your son?

It's so easy to fall out when stressed. Just try to take a calm breath and speak calmly and slowly.
Things will get better. Have you asked the companies you owe for help?

I'm so sorry OP, you sound at your wits end.

I'm working at home during the day while DH looks after DS, I then do deliveries in the evenings and at weekends (DH can't drive so it isn't an option for him). I had been struggling with looking after DS myself (post natal anxiety) and this has made it much worse. I dread when DH does eventually get back into work.