I posted this in a what plans for boxing day and decided to delete and post elsewhere Im having a rubbish boxing day, im in tier 4 my mum has just rang to tell me she wasnt happy with what i said to my older daughter on videcall yesterday ( older has Autism and my parents have not accepted diagnosis very well been very strained relationship) and then we had argument as she didnt understand that her telling me this just makes me feel like she doesnt think im doing a good enough job. My older daugther has been up since 4 , i was with her till 6 and husband took over till 10 and then im back with my girls. And hes asleep and my parents are having my nan and brother over for Christmas dinner ignoring them going into tier 3 (live away from me) and im feeling sad at conversation with mum and bit lonely as we cannot see anyone. And im sticking to rules and since i posted before which i deleted my younger daughter 21 months has just thrown up 😫