Losing the will

[NovemberNameChangeYeahBaby]

Everything is such a slog isn't it. I was about to squeeze in a quick workout before I made dinner but the living room is a total fucking hovel, same as everywhere else, and the clearing it before starting just feels like too damn much. Anyone else feeling this way?

yes. I had designated 2.30-400 to tidying but have just MNetted and drunk wine instead. i cannot be arsed. i am miserable and depressed and want to cry at the thought of returning to work on Monday.

I'm at work tomorrow and it will be a blessed relief. Nobody yapping at me, nobody trashing everything around me. Was your wine nice at least?

I was supposed to start writing Christmas cards about 2pm and it’s now nearly 5pm and not a single card has been written.

I’ve got them out, got the address book, got a list and some stamps so I just need to do it. It’ll only take about half an hour....I could have done it six times over....ffs I’m getting on my own nerves with my faffing and CBAness.

the wine was nice (whie it lasted!).

sadly none left. :(