Absolutely gutted

[alwaysfiltered]

Exh and I have a good coparenting relationship. He came over today and 5yo DS said he wanted to go home with ex (we have 50/50 care) I know it's not entirely rational but I'm gutted he wanted to leave. The actual words were ' I don't want to be here I want to be with daddy'

When we are alone he can't get enough of me. I just feel so sad and scared that when he's older I won't be wanted