To start to really panic

[Sobeyondthehills]

I am meant to receive my ESA today, I was also really lucky to get a delivery slot for today.

ESA hasn't gone it yet, I am well aware that they have till 5.30 to get the money into my account. But its usually so good to hit between midnight and 2am that I thought I would be able to do deal with both.

Doesn't help DP hasn't been paid in 2 weeks (weekly pay retail) and now we are going to have fuck all food, we can make it to a shop, but with no car, its going to involve all of us going. While I know this is in line with the rules, I don't want to risk it and I am not going to sleep, while I keep checking the bank account which is going to make me useless tomorrow, but I just can't (anxiety diagnoised)

I’m confused, if you’ve already done your online shopping hasn’t it already been paid for???

No, the money doesn't come out till today

sorry today for me, but it comes out on the day of delivery

Just to say ignore this, Its not fucking Thursday

So you have the wrong delivery day?

Honestly OP, I've lost all track of days too!

Op I only know what day it is by the bins going out ;). Or what tv shows are on.

Aye completely wrong day, I worked myself up in a tizz when I should be saving it for tomorrow.

But also, I didn't want anyone who does get a payment today to read this and start panicking that there payment might not have gone in, which is why I have called myself a fucking idiot, well I didn't but I bloody well am

We have also totally lost track of days.

Life is far from normal at the moment. Hope you get it sorted.

Thanks Dontbite,

Won't now know till tomorrow, so this thread might come back tomorrow night.

I went into the shop and changed all the stuff that I might not get (over 50 items) to other things and I could have waited, I know why I was so fixed on the date and my only excuse is I got confused, I prefer that to I am a fucking idiot

Mine is in, sobeyond, you did frighten me though! 😋