long story short.....
I got made redundant at xmas from my admin role'
I had an interview today for a telemarketing role (which tbf is an expensive commute and takes around 2hrs to get there and back)
It was through a recruitment agency and i felt like if i didn't go i'd be letting them down (I did mention i'd been offered a temp job in admin elsewhere covering mat leave but they pushed me to try the interview anyway).
As I went to get on the train I had a panic attack after re-reading the spec saying "some aspects of cold calling".that was it for me I've done telesales years back as a student to get me through uni. etc.
I literally just got off on the next stop. I feel like an absolute knob! I hate letting people down.