I’m feeling very low tonight

[thefishthatcouldwish]

So basically had ivf cancelling today and it unearthed some real emotions.

DH and I have been funded two rounds of IVF via sperm donation.

I dunno I feel very unnerved by it all.

I hate the fact genetically my lovely DH will not be genetically like any child we have.

I hate the journey I have found myself in.

I hate who I’m becoming on this journey.

So sorry to hear that you are going through this