That really. Has done regularly. Particularly when I was away for work.
I found out because he accidentally didn't clear his recent tabs on his phone. He swears hes never communicated with these women, and I think I believe him on that one. He got all upset and teary at me finding out. He still wont admit that he watches these women masturbating, he just says that he scrolls through the thumbnails of this cam girl site when he's bored. I just feel really hurt and weird about it. Like why didn't he just use a normal porn site, I could get my head around that, why is it a live sex site?
Just hurt because lately he's been depressed and we haven't really been having sex. But he says it's nothing to do with me. Maybe I'm just overreacting, but I feel like its cheating. Whereas he would never see it like that