Feeling shit

[Ffsnosexallowed]

That's it really. Just feeling total shit. Work is a nightmare, covering work below my grade, losing staff left right and centre, alienated from the rest of my "team" (who are based elsewhere and are all going on holiday together soon). Feeling undervalued alone and stressed. Dp is lovely, but not one for sharing emotions. I've no family near me, ill DM, and no friends. It's shit. It's just shit.

Crying now FFS.

I don’t know what to say but I hope you will feel better soon. Just pour yourself a nice glass of something and watch a good film. Hope things get better. Why are the staff leaving?

Sending you

Retiring, promotion, job nearer home - the usual. Need some decent sleep, so no films or glasses of anything nice tonight!

Is there any colleagues nearby where u live that could meet u for a coffee or something?

Thanks for the flowers, appreciated.

It does sound difficult for you at the moment.
Good idea to get some decent sleep. Looking after yourself is really important right now.
Hope things get better soon.

@Ffsnosexallowed oh darling, I'm sorry. Sending big hugs your way. It sounds like you need to look at your options for quitting and finding a new job. I wouldn't even stay there, just leave! I did this in January and it was SO liberating. You have a supportive hubby so I am sure you will be ok. Xx

Can't afford to leave. Will definitely be in the lookout for something new though.

@Ffsnosexallowed - glad you will look out for something new! Sounds like you really deserve better and so make it happen. You've got this!

So just in middle of completing application for a new job - I want this soooo much! It would be a promotion, with more prospects and c £15k more a year. Fingers crossed!

Application completed and submitted. Fingers crossed for interview!