for a year and half and even up to now, I've been facing fertility problems, It so heart heartbreaking when you yawn to be a mother and have a little one. I'm so maternal and loving/caring and good natured. When I was in relationship at that time, both my boyfriend ( now ex) and I felt it was right time to try for a baby. I was working my bum off doing 12 hour shifts almost every other day and when I got home we had cuddles and the rest you can figure out. I made positive changes to help me conceive better such as I gave up smoking did not touch a drop of alcohol, changed my diet and eat very healthy meals which were rich folic Acid. I went for hour and half run every day to lose weight and every month despite the the positive changes I was making I couldn't conceive. it was heartbreaking and our home was filled with love and happiness changes to sorrow, heartache and disappointment. sadly, because I was working a lot and so was he, we had bills, tax and rent to pay. so basically we couldn't afford IVF.
Few weeks later I needed to go on his iPad to send my manger a document and there was loads of open apps open and running in the back ground. I was closing them one by one but then I seen notes and I realised that he been messaging another woman who he is now in a relationship with. I packed my stuff and went. Cause no one deserves to unhappy. Also the woman he was seeing when he was with me she was single young mum with two kids from previous or previous relationships. It sad how he said he felt ready to have a baby but after few months of unsuccessful attempts he chooses to cheat on me and quickly go with a young mum probably on low income and using him for his money :s so today I seen doctor and told my struggle to conceive and he had look down below and he told be my cervix is one sided ? he asked me if I had questions ? I was in shock and disbelief ? Question I want to ask is ,
could my cervix explain why im having problems to conceive and what would cause the cervix to go one sided ??
It been horrific journey and just hope and pray one day I might be blessed with a miracle baby.
Take care ladies,
Best wishes and kind regards.