So I've been with him for 4 years only to find out today he has used a site and paid £5 for something on a adult site shall we say. I have 3 kids with this person. One minute we are happy the next he is ending it and coming back and like a mug I take him back. I was awake in another room and caught him jizz handed and I kicked off what's wrong with being with me if you say you love me. I'm not sure what to do anymore. Everyone says end it but it's not as easy as that. Help please!!