Talk some sense into me. I'm supposed to be competing in a sport event tomorrow and I've trained very hard for it. So called friend just posted a video clip of me training online and I'm shocked at how awful I look.
I'm a size 10/12 and muscular build but I look fucking huge and old and frumpy.
It shouldn't matter. But it's knocked my confidence and now I'm crying and I don't want to do it. I suddenly feel like I'm this stupid, fat old mum making a terrible fool of myself 