Sounds silly - but managing relief

[ShahOfSplosh]

I had a big weight lifted off my shoulders today.
I should be so happy but I'm nit picky and arsey and feel a bit annoyed.
Is there a way to manage relief?! (kick up the arse?)

Your not really relieved.
What were you gaining from that weight on your shoulders?

Oddly enough, appreciation. I was aware of what I had and was grateful for it, although it was tainted by worry.

I would like to keep the appreciation I felt and perspective I had, that the petty stuff was just that.

I'm going to try a very sweet tea, watch comedy, have ice cream and not try to stop any tears.