I became quite ill with a virus in the middle of January...I felt awful, temperature, pain in my upper jaw, shakes, tiredness, feelings of suicide ( yes really awful feelings of doom and actual thinking about how I was going to do it) and the whole world was just grey.
This lasted for three weeks and then things improved.
I had a week when I felt better.
Then last week I started feeling ill again with similar symptoms. Not as bad ( and no suicidal thoughts). I was sick a couple of times and had an episode of diarrhea. I am shaking again, tired etc but I have now got gastritis and probably oesophagitis type symptoms.
I have lost a stone in a few days. I am not eating much as it is so painful and I feel nauseous.
Just eaten some plain porridge...which I have kept down.
No real reason for this post...I know lots of us are battling this virus but fucking hell I thought it was over!
Sat on sofa under blanket watching crap Telly feeling sorry for myself.
Pity party invites are being sent to all ...