Cutting a very long story short, my husband is working off shore and I found myself attracted to someone else. I eventually ended up telling him and we exchanged dirty messages. There was then two times when he touched me through my clothes, quite briefly. We talked about more but he then decided he didn't want to go ahead as his morals got the better of him. He is adamant nothing more will happen and I just cannot move on. I feel so awful that instead of feeling guilty towards my poor husband, I feel desperate for this guy to change his mind. Please help me, tell me how to park this and move on.