Finding a job

[FullFatCream]

I've been looking for a job for ages but I just don't feel very positive about myself, I read these job descriptions full of jargon and wanting "ambitious, self starters" and my heart sinks. I just feel bloody useless. FWIW I hate Powerpoint and Excel, I'm ultra practical and very approachable, well read and extremely resilient but I do have depression, I'm on medication for it an to the outside world am fine. I need something now just to get me going again. any ideas and I can't be doing loads of courses etc because I'm on a budget. Any ideas.

FullFat I have no ideas but can I please join you? This is me exactly over the last week or so!

Really need a change/new job/more money but my self-confidence is at an all time low as I've been working in a job for so long that I'm not great at and I've lost sight of my ambition.

I've found two jobs online that I want to apply for, and which I thought I'd be able to. Have received the application packs which go into detail of the 'essentials' that I'd need to do and I don't even understand half of it which isn't the confidence boost I need.