It seems possible I am the straw that broke the NHS.
I have been referred for physio, an ENT appointment(a consultation with a view to ordering tests no doubt which will probably be tagged onto another waiting list.
Speech therapy linked with ENT.
alongside ongoing Psych care.
Psych cancelled an appointment today next available one is Januaary.
ENT earliest appointment is late Feb early march 2019
Not heard from the rest of them.
Between now and then my asthma is going to be going up and down with regular steroid treatments.
today I just think there is no point.
I can't see any light right now and only expect it all to get worse or more complicated or to have more appointments cancelled and just sit here