Oh, I have such a crush!

[MsFenellaFielding]

It's quite lovely but also not. I am nearing 50 and am all dreamy-eyed and glittery and mooning about the place.

Not a thing will happen but I am daydreaming and smiling and then reality kicks in.

Think I need a new distraction! Daft as it is, it really is lovely to 'feel' again but just need to find someone more appropriate. And interested .

Enjoy!

Thank you .

Silly but nice.

I've got a couple on the go at the moment.

I spent a meeting just staring at one of them's arms

There's a lovely man I see almost every day who tells me about the work he is doing at his stables and garden. He is Very Handsome.

The mention of stables sent my mind off to Jilly Cooper Land. Lovely, it was .

Ask him out. I did. We're still dating a month on!