Without wanting to give too much away, have you ever just all of a sudden felt that things are on the turn for you and felt excited for the future for the first time in a img while?
I think I've only just realised tonight the extent to which things have been so bad for the past couple of years, and a change for me is giving me so much hope for the future.
Sorry, but I don't really have anyone else to share this with apart from you lovely lot. xx