What do you wish?

[jo10000]

I wish I'd asked my Grandma more questions about her life before I knew her.

That I could have just one more hour with my parents

(I have so many ?? for my mum as a revelation came out at her wake) which lead to me discovering why she almost died at my birth and about the siblings (that were stillborn and MC), she had 5 SB and 4 MC and there are 7 years between myself and my brother, I was the much-wanted child and the last.

For to spend part of the time just holding my dad as I felt guilty for years after he died as he hadn't got his goodnight kiss the night before he died (I didn't realise I was being kept away from home that night as the end was so near) I was very young